You are the most permanent thing in your life.

I have lost many things in life.

I have lost good friends, lost precious childhood and there was a point in life I almost lost myself. When I try to remember my school days, I feel traumatized by how I was treated by people my age, teachers, and some relatives. I hate them to date, they made me feel like a piece of worthless crap.

I remember crying my eyes out making sure I did not make any sound at night. I had sleepless nights since I was eight years old. YES, EIGHT. 

I had family issues and had to live away from my parents since I was 3 and a half years old. I was a very timid and sensitive child growing up. Poor in studies with Zero social skills, always compared to kids around my age. It was ENOUGH to make me Fall Apart.

I had good friends. At least I thought I had. Turns out, they were Bullies. With so many things going on at once with zero support from anybody, I was at my breaking point and had attempted to END it all a few times.

BUT,

I Thank God Every Day that I did not make that foolish decision.

I remember that day like it was yesterday, 12 years ago, the 8th or 9th of Baishakh 2068 BS. My Life's Turning Point. That day all students were assigned a new section for the new session (6th grade). I was assigned to section 'B' under our class teacher late 'Prabhat Dahal'. I consider him the person who changed my life for good. 

He talked to me like a normal person does for the First Time in school. He was the first teacher not to scold me. He encouraged me and helped not only me but all the students in our class to get good grades at the end of the term. I actually did well in my studies from then onwards. I made my first friend, who is my current Best Friend. 

 I realized I was Missing so many things in LIFE. I from that day onwards promised to give myself a second chance and live my life to the fullest.

Fast Forward to today, I LOVE my life. Though so many things happened. People came and left.

But I am still me and I am happy about that and I promise to remain as I am. 

Now, I have a few very close good friends I can trust my life with. I am thankful to have come this far in Life without losing Myself. 

So, now I can proudly say, 'You are the most permanent thing in your Life'. Because, Once you are gone, nothing exists anymore for you. Treasure your Life.